December is a time for endings

December 24th 2017

I’ve had enough of my life. Something has to change. Something MUST, for the health of my relationships, something must change. In this moment, I have a choice. I have a choice, as I always do in life.

I choose hot coffee on cold mornings. I choose long phone calls with the people I love the most. I choose healed wounds, and fading scars. I choose long walks along the gorge, sun streaming through my variegated hair. I choose writing late into the night, instead of doing my homework. I choose kids books and tea and candles. I choose snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes.

I choose to stop drinking. I choose Eric. I choose life. I choose sobriety. I choose sanity. I choose stability. I choose myself.


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