I feel like I’m filled with love. My heart feels huge. And full of love and peace and happiness.
I was so productive today, which was super unexpected. I finally went to the island sexual health clinic to get tested for STI’s and to get my IUD consultation out of the way. I was really really nervous. I’ve realized, that I have this irrational fear of being taken advantage of by doctors, I think because they are in such a position of power over me – I’m always scared that they’ll abuse said power. So being in that vulnerable mindset already, being put in that position is almost unbearable. But (of course) the doctor was very understanding and was really great, and made the process easy and way less scary than I was expecting it to be. I’m actually starting to get excited for my IUD now because it went so smoothly.
I also cleaned my hamsters cage, cleaned my room, did the dishes, organized my purse and a few other generally good and positive things.
It made for a great day. I’m feeling incredibly balanced right now. Thank the lords.